madwomanwithabox: ([Sawyer] Band Aid)
Haven't done jack squat today in terms of me...but I did sleep last night? Mostly. I am cleaning more than I was. The house is still a wreck, but I'm trying, at least. Doing dishes, picking up...Michelle, our LVN, commented on it this morning, so it's noticeable. For now, I'll take that as a win.

My birthday is tomorrow, and that's got me down because I'm so broke, I'm not even sure how I'll feed me and Dad until Monday. My birthday always sucks. Epically. Literally, I haven't really had a good birthday since I was twenty. This year, I'm broke and can't even get dinner and a movie, which would pretty much make my day at this point. I mean...I can celebrate later, I get that. Not everyone can celebrate their birthday on the day of, because weekdays and real life and work and crap, but...you can at least get something nice for dinner, you know? Or blow off chores, or buy yourself a present, do SOMETHING that makes the anniversary of the day you came into the world something at least a little bit special.

I don't know. When I can't celebrate my birthday, I guess it just reinforces my feelings of worthlessness. Like the day I was born was nothing special, or even something that deserves to be ignored because my presence on this planet is a blight.

My aunt sort of offered to take me to dinner, but anyone that knows my aunt knows there's always qualifiers. Familial duty, and not without at least a little whining. Sylvia, my mom's BFF, sent me a card a few days ago with five dollars in it. That was really sweet, and I did appreciate it.

Still not doing my affirmations. I need to do my affirmations, GDI.

Lists at work are still a thing. Some stuff I'm working on for me is going kinda well, but I don't want to talk about it too much because I fear jinxing it. Will say more when I have hard evidence I did a thing right.

That's all for now, I have therapy this afternoon.
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madwomanwithabox: ([Random Fandom] Evil Betty...)
It's that time again, kids!...

STATE OF THE MUN:

I'm actually doing much better. Not great, but better than I have been in two years because Dad's doing better. He's medicated, he's lucid...he needs a LOT more help psychologically, but he's no longer living in a state of constant psychosis.

The only thing is that I've been so ambitious that I've stretched myself a little thin. I think the biggest problem is keeping muses I'm wholly engaged in, so I'm going to take a good, solid look at the roster, be honest with myself...let's see who makes the cut. :P

STATE OF THE MUSES )

So that's it! Anything you want from me forthcoming? Comment. Profit. COME AT ME BROS.
madwomanwithabox: (CA} believe)
Sixteen years ago today, Waynette Maria McKnight Carlie died at Encino Medical Center from complications related to a glioblastoma brain tumor. She was my mother.


I wish I had more pictures of her, I'd post one, but I still try to post every year to keep her memory alive. She's the reason I read, the reason I write, the reason I hate the holidays. Yeah, the last one's bad, but it's part of who I am now. I try to focus on the first two, because it's the MAIN reason I have all of you as friends.

My mom was an amazing lady, who many say I look like, and I don't think I'll ever know a better person. But I did something really unforgivable when she was around: I took her for granted. This is my Christmas message, my GIFT to all of you, this year and every year because we really tend to not know what we have until it's gone.

You get one mom. She brought you into this world, and you don't get another. Love her or hate her, she's special in her own way, and you WILL miss her when she's gone. Call her, hug her, tell her that you love her, but God forbid she leaves you tomorrow, don't regret not having at least held her tight just one more time.

And to those of you with kids: hug them today, hard. Spend time with them, don't get so caught up in prepping for the holiday you forget to make sure they know they are absolutely loved by you and absolutely never, ever alone as long as you're around. Christmas comes and Christmas goes, but you're never going to understand that for them: you are special. You are irreplaceable. And one day, they're gonna remember those moments with you and it's going to get them through the tough times.

Be with the people you love like it's the last time you're ever going to see them, today and every day. And when you go looking for the Christmas star tonight, wave hello at my mom. She'll get a big kick out of it. ;p

Happy Holidays, everybody...and Merry Christmas, Mom.
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Leave a ship here that I know, any ship (canon or AU, realized or unrealized, RP), and I will tell you my opinion on:

who is the big spoon/little spoon
what is their favorite non-sexual activity
who uses all the hot water in the morning
what they order from take out
what is the most trivial thing they fight over
who does most of the cleaning
what has a season pass in their DVR
who controls the netflix queue
who calls up the super/landlord when the heat’s not working
who steals the blankets
who leaves their stuff around
who remembers to buy the milk
who remembers anniversaries
madwomanwithabox: ([Lost/Firefly] Jack Big Damn Hero)
Why is it the more I love someone's brain online, the more blatantly I want to hump their leg?

Yes, I am a weirdo. This is news?

In other news: 5,000 words. Yup. IT'S THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN.
madwomanwithabox: ([Josh] The Starchild)
I had to stop in and say I'm AWESOME 'cause I'm currently making the LOST GIRL Twitterverse follow everyone I know and lurve.

...carry on. AND PRAY I DON'T PIMP YOU NEXT, 'CAUSE THEN THE EYES. THEY WILL FOLLOW YOU. OR AT LEAST THE SIRENS AND WEREWOLVES AND ASH AND SHIT.

XD
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  • 09:12 @leximun Uh oh, who? #
  • 09:17 @rogueapprentice Yes, but that's okay, we <3 you. :P #
  • 10:11 @leximun ....GLEE!!! Oh, and btw, Castle will be talking to Alexis about a certain...found item. >.> <.< LOL #
  • 11:13 @leximun He's already done it. :P *points at Alexis's blackberry* ;p #
  • 12:09 @leximun @rogueapprentice Thank you, dahling, I'm made of fail today. Will cease to fail after stupid auntie visit is over. X| #
  • 12:17 @rogueapprentice Bored? BORED? Castle says how can you be bored when HE'S around?!?! *facepalms at arrogant little shit of a muse* #
  • 14:57 I don't CARE if you're Bill Pardy, you're not going to live in the village. #h&m #savemefrommybrain #
  • 16:06 I wonder...how many of Hercules' labors could @OldSpice perform?... #
  • 16:50 @OldSpice, I think I love you. Marry me? #oldspicemangroupie #toohotinheretonotbegoofy #
  • 22:39 When your brain children start quoting Weird Al lyrics at their daughter, it's time to get help. #heartsandminds #musefail #
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  • 09:11 @ladyofbrileith Yah. That's far more entertaining. ;p #
  • 09:12 @rogueapprentice *pets you* *sends Castle to annoy the power into turning back on* ;p #
  • 10:27 @DonnieWahlberg TWUGS!!!! :D #
  • 10:55 Dear Castle: Learn to share or else I'll dress Beckett in burlap.. Other people need sex/conversation/equal fucking time. Love, Your Mun :P #
  • 11:18 @rogueapprentice These two need to learn some manners. Srsly. *nodnodnod* ;D #
  • 14:41 @oldspice If astronauts & cavemen were having a war, which side would you join to ensure their dominating victory? #
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  • 10:08 @ChellyBean79 Honey. *BIG FAT HUGS* I is writing for you today? I know I keep saying that, but... #
  • 13:04 Aaaaaaand once again, Monday is fired. FIRED. #
  • 13:30 @ladyofbrileith @rogueapprentice AND SHE DON'T KNOW IT, BUT HER FEET SHOW IT, THEY'RE LONGFELLOWS...okay, no more corny. Promise. ;p #
  • 13:41 @rogueapprentice CASTLE DOES NOT WANT TO BE A CULLEN KTHX. BUT BECKETT CAN TOTES BE BELLA AND HE WILL BE JACOB AND KILL EDWARD DEMMING KTHX. #
  • 14:04 @rogueapprentice Castle strikes a dramatic pose and declares, on bended knee, that Kate is his own personal brand of heroin. #
  • 14:05 @rogueapprentice And if he's going to go down this road, he'll go with a bang, and SPARKLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #
  • 14:23 @rogueapprentice SHE IS SO DAZZLED SHE CAN'T COMPREHEND ANY OF IT. \o/ #
  • 14:56 @rogueapprentice Castle is TERRIBLY amused by that. :P #
  • 21:01 @ladyofbrileith CARNIVALE FTW. Somewhere in my brain there's a Ben. Sadly, no not!Samuel. Boo. LOL #
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  • 23:55 Today's lesson: this world would be a better fucking place if I wasn't in it. #
  • 09:34 Bad night, no sleep...some coffee, a chocolate chip muffin, and some music later, I feel a weensy bit better. #
  • 09:35 Thanks, everyone...sorry I went off, but srsly, y'all are gonna make me cry. I fucking love you guys. ;p #
  • 09:41 @kaylamds @rogueapprentice *pounce**cling**tackle**DOGPILE!!* ;) #
  • 12:30 @rogueapprentice Extra glitter...they need EXTRA glitter. :P #
  • 12:37 @rogueapprentice Castle says fuck that, he's not a sparkly goddamn vampire. He's Jacob, 'cause at least the werewolves are believable. :P #
  • 12:41 @rogueapprentice Castle won't make her read it. He thinks TWILIGHT is drivel. :P #
  • 12:55 @rogueapprentice And heeeee knows it. :P #
  • 12:57 @rogueapprentice No, I don't think so! OMG SHE HAS TO TELL HIM SOMETIME #
  • 14:30 Random nostalgic #FF: @rudycoby because he IS the coolest magician on earth!! :p #
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  • 09:31 @ChellyBean79 What was, wha happen? #
  • 11:21 @leximun We...are talking about what to do with them. :P And WHEE!!! :D #
  • 11:46 @leximun Gimme a call, more likely to find me. Not sure if I'm going home or to auntie's, and she never lets me online. Boo. #
  • 13:11 @rogueapprentice @leximun She's...gonna make Castle do it? LOL #
  • 13:25 @rogueapprentice @leximun Like hell! He says his daugher can't know he's boffing her roomie/strong female role model! #
  • 13:25 @rogueapprentice @leximun Alexis can only know he FANTASIZES about boffing her. That's safe. Yup...don't ask me, the muse is INSANE. #
  • 13:32 @rogueapprentice @leximun Eventually he'll tell her they're dating...eventually. Sans reference to angry monkey sex all over the hotel room. #
  • 13:46 @leximun @rogueapprentice Yes, but Rick wishes to preserve the illusion that he's a thoughtful, considerate, totally NOT obvious dad. :P #
  • 14:05 @leximun @rogueapprentice Castle isn't listening to you. He's a damn fine actor, so neener. :P #
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  • 09:08 @gwape INORITE?!?!?! And I think so, yuss. He needs to do more than flirt with Jen. :P #
  • 10:00 @rogueapprentice Castle says you're most welcome. Now let's get Beckett naked, shall we? #
  • 13:35 @CJMarsicano ...okay, that one was fu-NNY. :P #
  • 17:06 Okay: 5.9 magnitude earthquake, epicenter just south of Palm Desert. I live...dizzily. Who's got the anti-verts?... #
  • 17:07 @levarburton It was actually 5.9. Not that it matters, it's all enough to make you go YIPE!! :P #
  • 22:04 @ChellyBean79 *GASP* NO YOU DID NOT TELL ME, YOU BAD GIRL. *CLUTCHES* #
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  • 09:04 Tuesday is the new Monday. And, as a result, already fired. #
  • 11:17 @crissangel All our best to your mom, Criss. Have a great day!! :) #
  • 18:30 OMG. CASTLE. SRSLY, YOU DIDN'T JUST DO THAT. xD #heartsandminds #
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  • 17:50 @leximun *snuggles* Babe? What's wrong? #
  • 21:20 Not allowed to watch RAW no more. My faerie gets restless and bored and LOUD. #musefail #
  • 22:15 @rogueapprentice It IS her faerie, and, as usual, she's on his brain. THIS IS LOVE, AND HE WILL MAKE HER ADMIT IT. SNEAKY-STYLE. ;P #
  • 22:15 @gwape Throw Gavin at Seamus, dudette. EVAN WAS SO AWESOME TONIGHT OMG. #
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  • 09:19 @erinprewitt *pets you* *sends chocolate and Midol* ;p #
  • 09:21 @leximun NO KIDS = WIN. For a day. We'd miss them after a while. ;p And OMG KRIS IS COMING!!!! :P #
  • 09:58 @erinprewitt *iz kissed!!* *warbles* I kissed a giiirl, and I liked iiiiiiiit...;D #
  • 10:00 @erinprewitt Because #candaceissexy!!!! ;p #
  • 10:13 @erinprewitt You? Are an acolyte of teh Bria!sexy. You follow in her footsteps of hotness, and aspire to her smokin'-ness. ;p #
  • 11:30 @lollobrigida Different, but *damn.* I may have to have sex with that hair. And that chest. *drools* #
  • 11:35 @lollobrigida Mo would likely shave him in his sleep. Then have really amazing sex with him to make up for it. Yup. #
  • 13:14 @leximun @zee_ali OMFG!!! YOU GUYS!!! I AM SQUEEING FOR BOTH OF YOU RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #
  • 20:17 @viridian SERIOUSLY. Want to stab LJ with a FORK. X( #
  • 22:41 @steveaustinBSR Clearly the rabbit had turned against you. #
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  • 09:15 @rogueapprentice *pets* It beats the hell out of the reverse. Going in for a cake walk and getting DRAGO FROM ROCKY. ;D #
  • 09:16 @ERIKAjaneC Here's one: Son of a...biscuit with ham and a side of bacon!! :P #
  • 09:54 @leximun What are you up to, you bad girl? ;p #
  • 10:03 @leximun EVIL. YOU TELL ME NAO. :P #
  • 10:40 @zee_ali @leximun Be advised, I EXPECT A GROUP PHONE CALL SO WE CAN FLAIL AT EACH OTHER. ;P #
  • 11:10 Random: Deborah Armstrong should be in the village for roller derby. #muserandom #briaknowswhati'mtalkingabout #h&m #
  • 11:16 @rogueapprentice HEAT WAVE IS SO GOOD OMG. My aunt bought it. :P #
  • 11:16 @ladyofbrileith No, I cannot. Not until I make you bring in Nick. *may be trying to make Lexie bring in Adam* *shiftyeyes* *IZ EVOL* ;p #
  • 11:17 @ladyofbrileith But yeah...don't bring Faye. Cassie would kick her butt. *reverse psychology? Who, me? ;p* #
  • 11:22 @leximun ...*dies laffing* #
  • 11:31 @leximun @ladyofbrileith But without Nick, Cassie will fall right back into Adam's waiting arms. She's so lonely...and without Nick (contd) #
  • 11:32 @leximun @ladyofbrileith Adam can't fall prey to Faye's wicked charms...what? I didn't say anything...*iz not enabling EVERYONE, really* #
  • 12:01 Dear self: GET OFF THE KNITTING/CROCHET SITES. FINISH YOUR DAMN YOGA SOCKS FIRST. Love, me. #
  • 12:55 @knightinqs *pets you* I looooove youuuuuuuu....;p #
  • 13:06 @ladyofbrileith Ohhhh, honey. I'm so sorry. *hugs for you and him both* #
  • 13:26 @ladyofbrileith Some won't. My dad's family did that to him when my grandfather died. #
  • 14:06 @ladyofbrileith @rogueapprentice Team Edward...though my inner Alice baps me for it. And I mean Team EDWARD, screw Bella. :P #
  • 14:54 Dear Echofon and Twitter, 'cause I don't know who to blame: You suck. No, srsly, YOU SUCK BALLS. No love, me. #
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